Friday, January 8, 2010

blah

I have been so blah since New Year's Eve. I got into this huge fight with my mom and we haven't spoken since. Which, if you know us then you know that's a really long time. So, hubby has been great. He bought me the wii fit with the newest games that aren't in stores yet. It arrived two days ago and I was wondering..is it possible to get shin splints from using the wii? haha Well, I do love it! Hes also been very attentive and has been very affectionate, encouraging, and thoughtful. So hes taking me out tonight and I'm looking forward to getting out of the house.
Right now, I'm freezing. The heat is not on and last night hubby wanted to sleep with the window open when temps reached the low 30s! I woke up and threw on some stuff and turned off the fan. Yes, the fan was on and blowing straight at our heads. *Note to self-do not go to bed with wet hair anymore!
So, I'm feeling better this a.m. then I have all week. I texted my friend and asked her to pray and broke down in tears. I must let go and let God. I feel distance and I'm going to work on bridging the gap because its easier to walk away then to get closer.
SIGH